петак, 28. мај 2021.

Writing on a cloud

what truly defines us is constant change inside it is like liquid shifting from one side to another sometimes I feel like I'm living two shifts of life absolutely aware of both reality today I spent my day with demented person, she is an older women but that really don't matters but what does matter was her constant question every now and then who was I? And I kept answering I am Julia, Sonia's daughter. She kept asking and I kept answering and then I asked my self why do I present myself as someone I believed she knew and that was my mother, so next time I just answered that I am Julia. after that she stopped asking who am I but started telling me the story from an early morning which was about her husband. By the way he passed away in 2006 and he was one of the most valuable teachers of music. So she started repeating the story from the morning and I decided to change the flow and asked her how did they met, and was that an accident? She was really inspired and the plot is also interesting but after this she was not repeating any more the same story. so who we really are if not some story in our minds and memories which must be interrupted time to time in order not to repeat again and again, who I truly am I can not know as I am feeling different in every moment... so I think that we can move mountains and actually believe they are moving or we can repeat one plot non stop I want to be creative and find out what would be like if scenario of my life turned to be surprise even for me I want to play Life is just a beautifully written book